All the lobstrocities!

Day 2

I hate taking ID pictures. Talk about a dump on my self-confidence! And then, you have to live with that same, dumb picture forever! I wonder if I could conveniently lose my ID, and get a new one? They’d probably give me a new one…but pull the same picture from the system and I wouldn’t get to re-take it. Hell, I would even pay to re-take that picture. Ugh.

Oh. And the time-clock at work is pretty neat! Its biometric! It just scanned my finger…and bam! Clocked in! 

Freaking spiders.

I can’t sleep cuz I saw something skittering across my wall right by my bed, and I turned on the light and it was this giant spider. Being in bed, I was totally unprepared to take it out. I looked around and the hand sanitizer was about my only option. So, I tried to drown the spider in sanitizer, but he freaking got away. So now I’m curled up under my covers, hoping to goodness that that spider stays away from me. :(

Today has turned out to be a kind of shitty uneventful day. I asked my mom this morning to please start knocking on the door before walking in when I’m in my room or in the bathroom. I thought it was a pretty reasonable request, but apparently not because she flipped her shit. She started yelling at me, saying “I’ll leave you alone. I want bother you.” And I was like, “Um, I just want you to knock.. I think its pretty rude when you just walk in…” And then she just started like, screaming at me even more, so I just walked out and closed the door. She hasn’t talked to me since. 

But besides that.. not much has been going on. No 4th of July fun, which I’m kind of sad about. No cooking out or anything. So, I’m about to jump on the treadmill, and after that I may order a pizza or something. 

Not so glamorous

Ugh, being a college graduate is not what I hoped for. If anything, I feel like I’ve wasted all that money and all those years in school…only to come out with little to no prospects. 

Granted, I am searching for something specific. I’m trying to find a job in international trade or supply chain. 

I’ve been applying and interviewing and applying more and more. I finally got my first offer today, which was from the Kroger Company. The position is in transportation logistics. While I definitely don’t want to stay in transportation logistics, I do want to move into supply chain/procurement. This position could definitely lead to that.

Do I want to accept the first thing that comes along? I mean, it pays more than my current job, and there is definite potential for advancement. My indecision comes from the fact that I keep thinking “What if i accept this, and in 2 weeks I hear back about a position that i would LOVE to do?” 

AGGHhh. I don’t know. I don’t know. 

Prickly heat

So….I recently realized that I have been getting some kind of bumps that look like water blisters on/between my breasts after I excercise. Had nooooo idea what it was,  but during my run today, I thought, “hmmmm….maybe my sweat glands are blocked” And when I got home, I googled it, and sure enough, that is the case! Apparently, I have “prickly heat”, otherwise known as millaria crystallina, which is a kind of heat rash. Ugh, just another skin problem to add to my list. =[ 

This is what it looks like ——>

Prickly Heat

Well damn…

so, i was uber tired when my alarm went off, and I was this close to saying screw it, and skipping my first class, because my second class was cancelled, and otherwise I wouldn’t have class till 2:45.  But, i figured I shouldn’t get into the habit of skipping yet… so, I got up and took a shower and yada yada. Just checked my email and my first class is freaking CANCELLED anyways! Teachers should really send out texts about cancelled classes.  Ugh.